<bgsound src="http://www.hddweb.com/72928/inside_my_heart.wma" > Everytime i try to fly, i fall without my wings***
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Saturday, August 12, 2006
love=sacrifices??? love=making decisions??? love=sacred??? wad does love equates to??? tell me...somebody tell me...please...i cant make decisions juz like tat...i noe i wont be able to make decisions now...in this state of mind of mine...i will regret...definitely...then why m i doing all tis to myself???why???does keeping myself busy helps to solve the problem???does hiding from the truth helps me from being hurt???does making decisions helps???i m doing things tat i dun want...m i awake???wad do i realli want???i dunno...i m so tired of everything...i feel a numbness in me...i cant feel love from anione anymore...i feel loneliness...is tat wad realli want???is tat wad all the people around me want from me???everything takes time...everything...wad do people realli want in their life???when will they feel satisfied???issit when others dun have anything anymore???and when you have more than others???i realli dunno...nobody knows...i suppose...i dunno wadi want myself...maybe i shouldnt care so much anymore...and maybe i shall juz give up on everything...maybe i dun deserve all tis...i realli dun...i m nt good enough for everything...i m juz lying to myself in the first place...wadever i have are nt there at all...i m dreaming in my own fairy tale land...it's time for me to wake up...it's time for me to make decisions...i shall nt tink anymore...tis is ridiculous...juz do it...no hesitating...i can decide tis time...i shall nvr regret....never...i will always put on tat smile of mine and face everyone....
[blowing the flute at the crack of dawn] 12:27 AM
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scorpio
13-11-91
hang out wif frienz
being lonely
being wif frienz,chocolates,lollipops,teddy bears, sweet memories
Wishing pond
good results
my family will understand me more
making the rite choices
be happier
nobody to leave me
Song Playing:
Title - Because of You
Artist - Kelly Clarkson
